even when.

even when the sun has cowered behind the moon, i want you to know that i'm still here for you <3

every night when i lie in bed and think back on my day, the first thought that pops into my mind is him.
he is my soul reason for being, the one that makes me get out of bed in the morning, and yet i still don't understand how he can be how he is.
sometimes he seems so distant, so disgusted with where he is.
and no matter how hard i try, i still cant seem to help him.
i just wish he knew how much it hurts me when he's like that.
i wish he knew how much i was here.